Yesterday marked the last day of my 3-months internship. As much as I was relieved by the fact that I no longer need to fall asleep at night worrying about the work awaiting me the next morning, I was kinda sad to leave the company. Despite the many frustrating incidents that happened for the past 3 months, it was an enjoyable experience. I learnt a lot, and met a group of nice colleagues.
My lack of replies during our lunch conversations might seem (to them) like I am aloof, or uninterested in whatever they usually talk about, but that is not the truth. I enjoy the conversations, I just don't know what to say. And that happens all the time, because I am awkward like that.
I do not show my care and concern so openly even though I might care the fuck out of someone. I am not good with words; there were a lot of things I want to say to my colleagues but never made it out of my mouth. I just hope they know that I am very thankful of their kind gestures (since Day 1), and they will, I believe, be the best colleagues I will ever come across.
The collage is a compilation of pictures I had taken for the past 3 months. Lunch, my work desk, what I wear to work, company lunches, christmas, things they gave me, things I gave them, etc.
On a similar note, the end of internship also signifies the end of my life as a polytechnic student. It is not as impactful as the rest of my friends who are battling with the final exams, so it hasn't really got me yet, especially since graduation ceremony is in May (Why the long wait though?!). 3 years went passed so quickly and it is time I am enrolled to the University of Life. Job searching, playing, and maybe getting myself into a proper university next year. I made plans, of course, but I have been tweaking it a little bit. A bit unsure of everything now, and I hope it will smooth out soon.
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